Thursday, September 4, 2008
That's how I'm feeling today. I had a stomachache last night which kept me from sleeping well so I was trying to rest today because I have class tonight. But today (probably because I feel yucky) I am terribly lonely. This is the first time since school started for the kids that I've felt weepy and sad. See, they start Art lessons after school today so they will stay at school instead of me picking them up. Then, when they are finished at 4pm K will pick them up. I know they will have a great time and they won't need me to get them there or back. I trust everyone at their school and of course their Daddy,too. But still, I'm feeling sad that I won't see them before they go to bed tonight. I won't be there to pick them up and listen to all three of them talk (at once) about how their days were, etc. I'm getting teary just thinking about it! Pathetic, I know, but I'm not so good at independence. I've prayed for it, wished for it, and begged for it and now they are ready to exercise some of it and I'm terrified and sad and lonely.... Gotta go, my eyes are too wet to see the screen... I'll be fine tomorrow, its just one of those days.